That I will never be able to have a real relationship because of you. You made it so I can never trust anyone. You lied and I caught you so many times and you still denied it. Thanks to you I can’t trust men at all. I will never believe someone when they tell me that I am pretty, or that ‘everything will be okay’ because of you. You seriously messed me up.
I can’t trust anyone I meet because of you. I am scared they will do the same thing to me that you did.
It’s not fair to them.
It’s not fair to me.
I never will be able to have a normal life because of you. It took 8 months to fuck the rest of my life. I knew I shouldn’t have gave you that chance on September 18th. Sad thing is that you messed with my head in 8th grade too. Thats what stopped me from doing what I should have done in highschool. Then I wound up with you. Gave you too many chances. Even after a year of not talking you showed up and I let you in. Everything that happened in 8 months happened in one week and you killed me on the inside again.
You were the biggest mistake of my life.
I am not one to wish bad things upon people, but I seriously wish you the worst.
